Why Haven’t I Written in a Long Time?
Why? – Writing Much More Often
I actually wanted to write much more often. Why didn’t I? Honestly: Often I didn’t even know what to write. There were many thoughts, many little moments—but somehow I never wrote them down.
Sometimes I did my daily rituals but then completely forgot to document them. Why? I simply wasn’t truly with myself yet. I was constantly occupied with other things—everyday life, family, the outside world. And far too little with myself.
Doubts and Chaos:
Why? Inside me there were often doubts. And a lot of chaos. I didn’t know if what I was doing was even right. Whether it made sense. Or if anyone even cared.
When I think about it today, I see: That was okay. It was part of my path. And really, I just need to feel comfortable when writing.
And even though I didn’t write regularly—I still kept moving forward.
Now, looking back, I understand: It doesn’t take perfection, just steps.
WHY?
This question keeps coming up. In thoughts, in the heart, in conversations with myself.
But you know what? We often overthink the “why?”—and that’s exactly what keeps us from moving forward.
We analyze, overthink, search for the perfect explanation. But we don’t always need it.
Sometimes it’s enough just to feel: I need to do this now. Not because I can explain it—but because it feels right.
Maybe that’s the most honest “why” of all.
